일요일, 10월 30, 2005
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Sometimes i kinda think im very silly. Why do i bother doing something that pple cant appreciate? I must be outta my mind. But oh well, i cant be bothered now. Let people think what they wanna think cos its their minds and i very well cant do anything much about it.
Exam tension must be getting to me. I swear i must try to keep to my schedule cos its only another 17 more days to my first paper. Sianzz..
Just feel like grumbling these few days. 怎么办?Control control control..my temper is usually very good one leh. Dunno why everytime near exams then it will turn for the worse. Not that i will flare up or what la cos i will neva do that outside. But my mood kinda affects my studies. Which is not a good thing cos i really want to get things done at this period of time. Kk, i shld really organise my priorities and ignore whatever rubbish that is bothering me.
After all, they are just
rubbish.
Some pple, they just like to take you for granted and step all over your head. Why, you may ask. Nah nothing much, in fact the biggest reason is very much simple and ordinary : convenience. U know. U are always there. Maybe i shld stop being there. So that i wun say stupid things and u wun need to listen to me say stupid things. Does that solve everything now? Does it? Fine, so be it.
Ok i admit im grumbling again. COntroL!! Argh. This is kinda hard. Im trying my best already, la.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:07 PM